h.b.g.

was at work, private event with lots of ladies, very few guys. one of them bear more than a resemblance to h.b.g.! i overheard his name was called marcus. hahaha, i told s that he really look like h.b.g. except that he dresses more stylo mylo lah. the height, the size, the hair. near 99% resemblance. might be his brother, i dont know.

i havent seen him since the last i went to dempsey and we’d thai for dinner. its been so long. i hope he’s doing great and i hope he’s no longer listening to fm93.3 on his ride. haha.

land of smiles

sawatdeeka,

last trip to phuket and hatyai was wonderful. cept that it rained for the 6days i was there. that part suck. and amazingly the four of us got along just fine and i learnt a lot about myself, them the country and the vegetarian festival during the week there! and lots of funny moments when we least expected it.

next up would be krabi and bangkok. this time for 8days. awesome! island hopping, shopping, it would be sooo nice.

i think im stuck w thailand. (:

maomao

been nearly a month since she left. i miss her dearly, but i know she’s safe now. i am never alone whenever i went downstairs to grab coke after a meal. i am never alone whenever i went down to grab the newspaper or to get some ciggarettes. she’s always there. waiting patiently on the grass patch and we’ll walk for a while before settling down on the bench. and there she’ll be wanting a piece of whatever i am having – waffles, biscuits, etc. we’ll head home after cooling down. good memories, i can never forget.

well, the first photo was taken in 2007 when i brought her for a long while and it was a cooling day, after the rain. by the end of the half an hour walk she was covered in mud! the first thing we did when we’re home was to wash her up, else my mum would kill me. it was nice, just her and i, walking, running, basking in the sunlight.

the second and third one was taken in 2008. when teri bought his two pups and i brought mine. they weren’t very friendly with each other in the first place. but all was well. brought them to punggol beach. poppy loves the sand. she could roll all day long in it. it was fun, catching the sunset. and the whole car was filled with poppy’s fur & lots of sand. it was a great day out except for the hyena look alike crazy dog who look way too interested in her.

i miss her. its not the same without her.

all the words

dear poppy

by now, you should have reached heaven.

you know we love you from the start. we’ll miss you.

be good & be safe

+

dear hm, ignorance is bliss. dont always find something to argue with him.

and i know what nice things you did ; )

anyways

after i came back from thailand, things have been a little crazily fun! haha. two weeks ago was like monday nana, tuesday juup thai disco in jb, wednesday phuture, thursday play and. and last week its monday loof+nana, wednesday zouk, friday supperclub+nana. hehe. totally crazy lah.

(:

nothing beats having you around.

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i wanna make this clear to this you. stop telling me you wanna meet me after you finished drinking or in the wee hours. which girl dont know what you are after? i asked you, ‘what you want?’. you tell me ‘nothing’, say ‘aiya friends can meet ma’. then why must meet at your place or my place? and you always like to say go hotel (lol, like wtf totally not funny). and you tell me “not say i dont have girls loh” then dont come telling me you want a hug. last monday you ask me go atlantis find you. i said i going elsewhere. okay, i thought you would had understand. then about 5,am you sms me asking whether do i wanna meet you at your house.

seriously speaking, whats over is over. i dont want anything to happen between you and i anymore. i told you at least three times that same sentence. you ought to get it by now.

those who are interested, he’s cute i admit. he’s not so bad in terms of niceness. but what is he doing? obviously trying to take advantage. good guy? no longer in my eyes. before i forget, as he told me – i was doubtful, but well.. – after he broke up with this particular ex, he knows she still loves him. so whenever he texts the girl, she knows what to do. meet him at his place and i suppose you could guess it. maybe he’s a nice friend. i do enjoy talking to him about other stuff, but i really detest it when he try his luck.

i said it just the other time. we could meet up to catch up IF you are a genuine friend. but nay, whenever i gave you other suggestions to meet elsewhere, you had rather not. so what are you? friend or foe? more of the latter eh?

whatever mentioned above is my point of view. no point i’d make up some lies here. believe it or not. my conscience is clear.

uno do tres

one two three, you are still that star.
tres do uno, siempre mi amable.

thank you

happy! i really appreciate the effort you guys put in! (: seriously, it meant alot! and im sitting here typing this with a smile on my face. haha! the gifts, the meal, the company, the cake. you know who you guys are (: thanks! and those messages you guys spend a minute to type, or the phone calls, thanks! it was a gesture i would remember (: how to forget! you tell me! (: haha

last night, buddy took 15 minutes of his time, worried bout some stuff just to call me and nag, haha. but i swear i wont be that dumb. he’s worried, but im really touched to know he cares (:

and thanks to you, who’ve always been around, for years and near. your presence, your company, your words – they do wonders. (:

one step back in time

special, you always have been, and always will be.

2005

2006.

2007

2008

just reminscing, and i am genuinely happy for you.